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songs for my father to fall asleep to

by Kris Demeanor

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New to Me 00:40
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Wolves 03:23
Wolves (Kristofer Wenzel) There was a girl who was raised by wolves Everybody thought she was dangerous so they went into the forest with a net and gun and they shot the wolves and they caught the girl And they put her in a house gave her a bed but she slept with the dogs in the yard instead and she thought about the forest and she took a deep breath and howled Lie Die Die, La Da Da Da Die Die Die Mm Mm Ah Ah Under the cottonwood down by the bend another girl brought her like minded friends expressed concern for the captured girl and decided to change the town from within But the town didn’t change the girls got tired And the wolf girl started waiting tables at Earls And the girls came for dinner and the wolf girl was their waitress And they all said ‘fuck this’ and ran into the forest Out on the road by the public art The town folk met and said 'We better get 'em' So they went into the forest with a GPS And the found the girls with a family of wolves But they didn't have a gun so they watched and saw The girls seemed fine and the wolves weren't dangerous at all So they left through the resurrected trees Followed by the din of wolf girls howling Lie die die....
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You Are My Choices (Kris Wenzel/Miranda Martini) Oh, my heart I’ve come to know you through your fears I’ll build a life and in the coming years I will send for you Oh, my heart  Though it may seem my fate is sealed Our love is both a cutlass and a shield I will reach the shore You are my choices One life of doubt and shame One of aspiration You are my choices One night to ease your mind And help you to believe in what I decide I know, my heart The family of the man who made the deal The cost of passage was a steal: everything I own See, my heart Freetown, Moroccan coast by train Canary Islands, then to Greater Spain Where I have a friend You are my choices… Oh, my heart Is not a plaything or a flag to bear As you march into the life we’ll share Though I cannot be there I know, my love I’ve walked this empty room before And I can blame the ocean, blame the shore But I will pray for you Fancy soap and dresses for your mother World news and football for your father And we will have a car You are my choices…
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Always Have Wine When You Fly (Kristofer Wenzel) I always have wine when I fly Just in case, you know While I scope the seats Around me for someone to kiss The German said: ‘Better chance cutting an artery shaving’ I thought: Hey Wine while I’m shaving Always have wine when you fly Always have wine when you fly Going down I salute you There’s always something to say goodbye to There’s always something to say goodbye to Why not be ready? I didn’t mean us you silly goose The goose will stay with its mate when the mate’s wing is broken Text me when you’ve landed in London Always have wine when you fly… The spring Phil goes to drink from on the moor is dry The motorbikes riding the riverbed echoing What is that? Is that a bat flying a straight line? I fly Everyone flies And the young still long to fall in love Always have wine when you fly…
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One Alone Cannot (Wenzel) lyrics from Epic of Gilgamesh Should my heart not be wretched, my features not haggard? Should there not be sadness deep within me? My friend, whom I love deeply, who went through every hardship with me The fate of mankind has overtaken him A slippery path is not feared by two who help each other A three-ply rope cannot be cut. Two cubs can roll the mighty lion One alone cannot …
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nose in the straw (Kristofer Wenzel) by the second week of the quarantine she stopped washing her hair she would never find a better time for the natural oils to take over And when she wakes up with a weight on her chest to find me similarly silently screaming oh, what you do know? I just put my nose in the straw and I sleep again well she reads her news from a magazine I try not to spoil the surprise and she reads me, rolls over and sighs I bury the lies in her tangle and when I wake up with a weight on my chest to find her quietly counting dictatorships oh, what you do know? I just put my nose in the straw and she sleeps again we make a broth from the bones she sold a screenplay we went to Spain she tosses her hair in the Aftermath I dance behind with a goblet of water thinking yeah, it’s gonna get bad before it gets better and when she wakes up with a weight on her chest to find me trying to take her mind off whatever’s next oh, what you do know? I just put my nose in the straw and we can sleep again
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Lovely Lovely Lovely Lovely (Andrew Arida) Taking walk after the April rain The grass is wet, you see the sun again And it’s lovely lovely, lovely, lovely, lovely lovely, lovely, lovely, lovely lovely, lovely, lovely, lovely
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The Tennis Song (Kristofer Wenzel) Here I am Sneaking around again It’s summer, and it’s hot I go where the music is But I swear on the unknown I will be in your arms by the birdsong I just gotta take care of my own serve out there cheep cheep cheep cheep cheep cheep They followed me here from Old Europe They’re showing me How if you want to belong when you’re so out of place Well, you just put your stamp on it hard And I swear on the unknown I will dance you lightly into the fire storm I just gotta take care of my own serve out there Here I am Just strapping in A got the family sword And an army to slay Andrew’s here So I’m smoking in that summer haze But I swear to the newborn I love as completely as I mourn I just gotta take care of my own serve out there
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All We Have is the Past (Kristofer Wenzel) You can slip away from the party early Or hugs all around, crash on the couch Either way, you won’t remember You need a friend to resurrect the memory Tennis racquets are guitars Couch cushions are Melanie and Barb Slow dancing to Open Arms People say that all we have is now But it won’t last We are Vesuvius A heyday, and then a rest All we have is the past
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Ich bin der wohlbekannte Sänger, I am the well-known singer, Der vielgereiste Rattenfänger, the widely-travelled rat-catcher, Den diese altberühmte Stadt of whom this old, famous city Gewiß besonders nötig hat. certainly has an especial need. Und wären’s Ratten noch so viele, And even if the rats are very numerous, Und wären Wiesel mit im Spiele, and even if there are weasels in the picture, Von allen säubr’ ich diesen Ort, of each and every one I'll clear this place; Sie müssen miteinander fort they must all go away. Dann ist der gut gelaunte Sänger Then also, this well-disposed singer Mitunter auch ein Kinderfänger, is from time to time a child-catcher, Der selbst die wildesten betzwingt, who can capture even the wildest Wenn er die goldnen Märchen singt. when he sings golden fairy tales. Und wären Knaben noch so trutzig, And even if the boys are defiant, Und wären Mädchen noch so shtutzig, and even if the girls are startled, In meine Saiten greif ich ein, I pluck my strings Sie müssen alle hinterdrein. and each and every one must follow. Dann ist der vielgewandte Sänger Then also, this many-skilled singer Gelegentlich ein Mädchenfänger; occasionally is a maiden-catcher; In keinem Shtädtchen langt er an, in no town does he stay Wo er’s nicht mancher angetan. where he does not bewitch many. Und wären Mädchen noch so blöde, And even if the maidens are shy, Und wären Weiber noch so spröde, and even if the women are prim, Doch allen wird so liebebang each and every one becomes lovestruck Bei Zaubersaiten und Gesang. from his magical strings and songs.
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Ping Pong Pan Man (Phil Harty) Ping Pong Pan Man Ping pong ball Ping Pong Pan Man Doing it all Trying to make a living Trying to make a killing The ping pong pan man and his ping pong ball Ping Pong Pan Man Clowning around Ping Pong Pan Man He can be found Trying to make a living Trying to make a killing The ping pong pan man and his ping pong ball Ping Pong Pan Man Tapping a beat Pans on his hands Pans on his feet Trying to make a living Trying to make a killing The ping pong pan man and his ping pong ball Oh, the ping pong pan man and his ping pong ball
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The Ballad of Fitz (Kris Wenzel/Bob Keelaghan) Long before Charlie John Fitzgerald was known to all by Fitz His mother begged him not to seek his fortune west She said I see you lost my son in a tidal wave of dirt Fitz said Then mother, I’ll sell the world a dustpan and a broom  He left his parents’ mercantile where learned to count and save And loved the sound of coins jangling in his palm
He took a blanket, tin cup, navy blue coat, straight razor and a comb So he’d look respectable in the face of any hell  And one thing Charlie John Fitzgerald’s Father said to him
As he handed him that razor and he cuffed him on the chin
He said, You will be a king of men and lord over the land
If you’ve got a mind for money, a thick skin and two strong hands He walked and hitched, could hardly fit in the back of rusted trucks Spilling out with so much crap and barefoot kids
He saw skeletons of homes and combines buried in the earth
And more than once he turned around and started walking home  He dug post holes for the father of a smiling peach named Laura  Who showed him pleasures he’d never felt in his whole life before  He met a man called Teddy The Bastard who took him on the rails  Extolled the virtues of bluffing, bluster and persuasion  Chorus Fitz was never fool enough to work the cruel fields Eternal dust in ears and nose and mouth and eyes
He hustled meals on charm, peddled soap and towels Kerosene and boots and bad potato gin  Five years on Fitz got word that Laura had left this world And left behind a child by Fitz’s seed His heart and mind went places that they’d never been before  He found the child and he took her in his care  And it’s true he had to kill a man who tried to harm the girl And started dressing her in different clothes So she could be unbothered to grow up innocent and free from the burdens and inequities that god laid upon Eve  And one thing Charlie John Fitzgerald’s Father never said
Is that you can’t take that dirty money with you when you’re dead  But if you believe that what you’re worth is what you leave behind  Then there may be a spot of peace behind those tired eyes
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The Seagulls are Flying Again (Kris Wenzel/Walter Wenzel) The seagulls are flying again Untroubled by comings and goings of men Free to see anything The seagulls are flying again Hey boys, it’s all your fault I guess you forgot or never were taught Here comes a reckoning The seagulls are flying again May 30, 1930. I sign up for dancing lessons in Breslau. Everything at home looks so small. The creek where we spent so many delightful boyhood days fishing has been straightened, so it flows much faster. The deep corner pools where the fish loved to hang out are no longer there. I dance with my friend Ursula, but in my mind, it is Maria. It is for Maria that I am taking the lessons. Oh how sweet it will be Leaving the dump Finding the sea Something else will begin The seagulls are flying again The seagulls are flying again
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Goodnight 00:39
Goodnight (Lawrence Welk) Goodnight, sleep tight, and may your dreams come true Here’s a wish, and a kiss That every dream comes true And so until we meet again Adios, Au Renoir, Auf Wiedersehen Goodnight
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New to Me (Kris Wenzel) I’ve got to learn not to follow No one to pave my way for free How should I know which pills are safe to swallow? It’s so new, it’s so new, it’s so new to me

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A few years ago my father Wilf said 'Have you ever thought of making a collection of songs that was...you know...gentle.' I hadn't. So here it is. Recorded in basements, tunnels, forests, and in Lorrie Matheson's Arch Audio in Calgary, here is the album I wrote for one man, and for all of you.

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released March 7, 2024

In no particular order: Kris Demeanor (guitar, vocals, harmonica, ukulele, Casio), Wendy Mcneill (accordion and vocal), Aviva Sparrow Willis Wenzel (bells, cymbals, Casio), Rae Spoon (vocal and keyboard), Malcolm Mooney (voice), Andrew Arida (keyboard), The Harty family- (Phil, Sorrel, Ruby, Zoe, Finn, Shayla, Phoebe- voices and many different instruments!), Allison Lynch and Jamie Konchak (vocals), Keri Latimer (vocal), Jolene Higgins (vocal), Fallan Curtis, Monika Wenzel-Curtis and Quinn Curtis (vocals), Paul Jahn (percussion), Ella Jean Haggis (vocals and trumpet), Stephen Bishop (trumpet), Carolyn Mark (vocal and accordion), Miranda Maritni (vocal), Sarah Ord (vocal)

The album was engineered and co-produced by Lorrie Matheson (Arch Audio).

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Kris Demeanor Calgary, Alberta

Kris Demeanor is a Mohkinstis (Calgary) based songwriter. He was Calgary's first poet laureate (2012-14), and acts in film and theatre. 'songs for my father to fall asleep to' is his 10th release of original music.

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